zekeyheathy wrote:Definitely most of my downfall when starting projects off is a lack of confidence in my own ideas and therefore I should just try to make the effort to not be afraid of making stuff that's sub-par in the short term. Trouble is a lot of my spare time -like a lot of people- is spent listening to music that I admire and anything I create comes across as being nowhere near as good (in my mind) and that stops the flow.
I'm not really a composer/writer* but a guitar player. I always used to listen to other local guitar players and think they were much better than me (and, TBF, many were). What turned my confidence around was when, one day, another local guitar player expressed the same sentiment about my playing. I realised then that I was better at what I do than him and he was better at what he did than me, he admired my playing for exactly the same reasons I admired his. Put another way, the fact that you do it makes it 'ordinary' 'cos you do it every day, what others do, however familiar to you, is automatically 'different'.
* I have composed the odd thing but my focus has always been on playing.